Running Machine, restarting the journey

Running Machine, restarting the journey

Yesterday was my first time using the running machine in the physiotherapy trainings.
The physiotherapist guided me to the machine, and pressed the start button. I began walking, and my feet kept bumping with the front. The physiotherapist asked me if I needed to quicken the speed. I gave a free laugh and shared about me being a runner and always did the same a I ran so quick on the machine before.

That sharing directly resonated with my further walking steps. I started to experience pain in my ankle. I felt overwhelmed for the two scenes right in front of me – the energetic and free spirit in contrast to the limpping and helpless body.
My heart felt sore, heavy and I wanted to run away from the once familiar scope now the monster.

I am the same soul, and standing at the same place, yet with the different bodies. I am restarting my journey. The journey of recovery. I wonder if I return to the same original spot, that I would be the same. Or something more – the emotions, the writing, the growth in spirit.

And I work on my physical, and wait in patience in spirit.


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